Editor's Note: The passage is the vision of a sister who used to be a prostitute. Now she has become a Christian and daughter of God. She is willing to spread the gospel of God even though she still cares about comments from other people. Her testimony and story are as follows:
From Xiamen to Haikou
After we went back to Xiamen, we lived near Xiamen University. I decided to rely on my own efforts to make a living. I started to sell things at a street vendor. Yu was happy to support my idea. He also continued to work.
He took me to the church. I was baptized on May 2, 2010. But nobody taught us the teaching and guidance of the Bible. I was not able to pray or read the Bible. I was like a chicken with my head cut off. I didn't realize that my life should be centered on God.
We had to leave Xiamen due to his job rotation. We finally decided to go to Haikou because his parents were there. God had mercy on me, so I got a job easily in Haikou. He also found a job. I went to church meetings with him and his parents.
I learned to sing a lot of hymns. Every time I sing a hymn, my tears will flow down. God saved me. God awakened my soul and took me back on the right track. Jesus sacrificed his life on the cross for my sin. He prevented me from going to the hells.
Although our economic situation was not improved, I was able to accept the low-income job and enjoy the relationship with colleagues. I was no longer greedy. I gave up the idea of making a lot of money. I relied on God and stayed holy. I tried my best to spread the gospel and work hard.
He had no job for two months in 2012, indulging himself in the computer games. I couldn't see any hope in the future, and I was also buried in playing computer games. At that time I shut the door all day and had no communication with him. I thought I was a drag on him, so I wanted to leave him for some time. I believed he would be stronger without me.
At the end of May 2012, I packed up my luggage and went to my brother's in Zhuhai. Yu said on the phone: "It does not matter if you leave me. However, you should never leave God."
At that time I was proud of my strong will. Although he had found a job at that time, I insisted that I should leave, which is right for both of us
God was keeping me away from sin
I found a job in Zhuhai and began to look for the church. When I found the local Christians in Zhuhai, their attitude made me sad. I certainly did not tell them my past. They promised to involve me in the church meeting on Sunday morning. However, later they refused me. They said they had prayed to God. God told them I couldn't come to the church.
I asked myself whether I belong to Satan due to my past. I gave up looking for the church and quitted my job. I slept and smoked all day in a rented house. I went back to these days when I hadn't known about God. I started to go against God's will.
I contacted the friends in Foshan. I decided to be a prostitute again in another nightclub. I told myself to make money there when I was still young. I had wasted too much time on Yu and God. Now I want to live for myself. I wanted to buy a car, a house and save a sum of money.
I began to work with this target. The result confused me. I was 26 at that time, still young and beautiful. However, I didn't have any guests for a long time.
Actually, I understood the reason. God was blocking me from degenerating. I am a Christian. All I did was against God's will. My distorted and disobedient character made me return to sin. I was choosing Satan and hell.
Every time I saw the Bible at the bottom of my suitcase, I didn't feel well. However, when I remembered that the church in Zhuhai has refused my request, my heart was as hard as a stone.
God was determined to save me. I still kept in touch with Yu since we still cared about each other. He was worried about my life. He did much better in his job. When he was on a business trip in Beijing, he found my phone number location was Foshan. I had to admit what I was doing. He said that I didn't love or respect myself. God saved me so many times, but I didn't repent. I didn't listen to his angry words. I said that I would never leave Foshan since God has abandoned me.
Yu told my brother what I was doing. Then Yu called me, hoping that we would go back to the start. My brother contacted me, asking whether Yu's words were true. I admitted to him and begged him not to tell my parents. He agreed.
My friends in the nightclub laughed at me because they couldn't understand my departure. I left Foshan for Beijing by train to meet Yu.
It was the last time that I entered the nightclub. I was saved by God. God has great mercy on the sinner in the world. God loves the people, giving his only son to them. God's believers would live forever and never perish.
To be continued.
